Steve Conte, "Word that we could'nt say"

We couldn't say them,
So now we just pray them,
Words that we couldn't say.

Funny, aint it?
Games people play,
Scratch it, paint it,
One in the same,
We couldn't find them,
So we tried to hide them,
Words that we couldn't say.

It hurts, don't it?
Fools on parade,
Taint it, own it,
Chase it away,
We couldn't make them,
So we had to break them,
Words that we couldn't say.

Sometimes baby,
We make mistakes,
Dark and hazy,
Prices we pay,
I seat here in my shelf,
Just talking to myself,
Words that we couldn't say.

Someday, maybe,
We'll make it right,
Until that day,
Long enless night,
We couldn't say them,
So now we just pray them,
Words that we couldn't say.

We couldn't say them,
So now we just pray them,
Words that we couldn't say.

Someday, maybe,
We'll make it right,
Until that day,
Long enless night,
We couldn't say them,
So now we just pray them,
Words that we couldn't say.

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名譽.

아마도 '명예'라는 것은, '지키는' 대상이 아닐 것이다. 진정한 명예는, 스스로의 의지와 노력으로 부단히 갈고 닦으며 '향상시키는' 것일 것이다.

난, 나의 그 '명예'가 오늘 퇴보했다는 것을 안다. 괜찮다. 실패하는 것은 처음도 아니고, 그럴 수도 있다. 퇴보했다면 다시 향상시킬 수 있다. 지금까지 계속 그래왔듯이.

하지만 가슴이 시리다. 너무나도.

나는, 자유인가?
나는, 혼자인가?

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관계 없는 사람들 앞에서는 내색하고 싶지 않다. 어차피 전후 사정을 알 만한 사람들은 이 블로그에 잘 안 오니까 상관 없겠지. 약속 시간에 늦었다, 얼른 나가야겠다.